From an e-mail after my return from The DRC
Read MoreA Nation Dreamless Sleeping II
Dreamers
Dreaming everyday dreams—
Lost in mental alcoves,
Never shared never spoken
Never rising beyond orthodox sleep.
Together
Many multitudes of memories intertwined
Like wind whistling between buildings.
Something moving Chills the skin
But indistinct; en mass and lacking the distinction
Altogether felt.
Dreamers dreaming together
The blunt force of silence
Like the buzz behind background speech
Felt among the masses.
Their thoughts are thinking—though not
Specific dreams
Recalling the missed, the gained, the
Hoped for, the ironic, compassion.
Consider those dreams
Among children who play and run from fears while so many multitudes
Of dreamers dreaming everyday thoughts together
Seek imaginary hope. Dreamless sleeping.
Or waking
Only to remember nothing of dreams or hope
Or even proper excitement or alarm.
Waking only to the taste of a dry mouth and the bothersome
Trouble of another day to trudge through.
Won’t we begin beholding
Every dreamer’s spirit accompanying us?
Or have we forgotten how to catch even that little breath
Of the massed winds about us?
Hope, let’s say.
Not dreams while sleeping, but
Dreams where each of us stand at any fateful moment
Dreams in the romantic, hopeful sense.
What if dreamers cease dreaming?
What is the price to pay for wholesale silence?
One nation, under
God Dreamless Asleep—
Set us alight
Who dare to wake
Dreamless dreamers,
Shaken—slumbering without dreams
And remind the waking
When the sleeper’s voice returns.
Locust Voices
Ten thousand thousand Locust voicesSing in chorus; a cathedral of trees hold
The Devout devouring.
All God’s people said,
“Amen.”
Hold Light to the world,
You, the sometimes darkness children,
Now above the noonday sun.
All God’s people stood and said,
“Amen.”
Preacher, Preacher call on me.
My hand’s up high; can’t you see?
This heart inside—a
Mark of pain.
Will it ever reach back up again?
All God’s people stood, shook off dust, and said,
“Amen.”
Speckeled daisy-dresses ladies fan themselves
Heatedly.
Remember what breath this world has to
Offer—and, dasies,
It is wilting—nothing.
All God’s people stood, shook off dust, clasped their hands and said
“Amen.”
Sinner, Sister don’t you know
Where the sinnin’ spirits go?
Now heads all bowed—eyes all close
Tis’ not the time for time to wait,
It’s time for fear and a time for faith.
All God’s people stood, shook off dust, clasped hands, bowed heads, and said,
“Amen.”
All God’s people waited
While dinner finished cooking.
Ten thousand thousand Locust voices
Sing in chorus; a cathedral of trees hold
The Devout
Devouring voices in a service—outside
The church.
Sunday dinners
Rarely burn.
“Amen!”
Noise
Noise, Noise, Noise, Noise.I am kept awake tonight.
Outside my open door
The inconsiderate television flares.
Its jitter crawling shadow slithers across the wall
Like a drive-in B-movie
Escaping its abandoned theater.
This society isn’t going to make it, is it?
The reservoir of our culture
Will only hold so much stagnant water
Before it overflows
Or bursts.
The commentator speaks.
He’s holding his microphone too close.
His voice, distorted and breathy.
A group of women argue with him,
Or, at least those sound like angry voices.
“I’ll give five thousand dollars to the first
one of you to take her clothes off right here.”
Five thousand dollars.
Are the women angry over the paltry amount
Or might each know what an abuse of chastity
Such questions are?
Drip, Drip, Drip, Drip.
Flit, Flit, Flit, Flit, flipping through the cable channels
Tributary to the pool of America.
Where does my America drink tonight?
Silver rivulets of blue electric water
That burn the soul and scorch a quenched thirst.
The public service is poisoned.
What treatment can squelch out
The runoff?
The newsman said today
That missiles may protect us from missiles.
Will missiles make the madmen go away?
Mankind makes mad men masters of misery.
Are we protected for the sake of hot dogs and barbecue?
For the sake of public supply,
Please pass the mustard gas.
The television man went away.
Popular culture has quit my home.
I turned on light and darkness fled.
There is a drug now for people who
Fear public places.
Is there no drug for those addicted to the noise?
I am half awake now.
The sudden flicker of society disturbed my sleep.
How many are half sleeping?
Of what do dreams consist?
Perhaps I should awaken more; this
Pool is going to overflow, isn’t it?
I can feel the cold pressure building
From deep below.
Water returns to its source.
Tune in next week.
It’s going to break out soon
And
Flood all the rivers in Hell.
Fireflies
However—Here are fireflies.
For a moment—
Then away.
Returning—Revelation
Of inner flames,
Ministers out into the darkness,
Beacons of Higher light.
Cupped in a child’s hand
For a moment—
Then Away.
Many Months, Many Promises Later
I do not know and am afraid. So many words—So many words spoken or left silent
for never speaking
or speaking at the missing time
always the wrong time that lingers.
We sometimes hear ourselves speaking what we wish
Without first consulting reality
Or speaking what we would want as truth
Without first consulting God—We speak rashly.
...Time and Light
Both constant—Time fades
Beyond the use of Vision
Though I remember–years
And cherish the event of memory
Though some keep little Joy—
We sometimes cherish pain—
By Pain living comes.
And by Pain,
Too often, my words come to living.
I would not have it so
Would share joyful words
But something negates
And many months, many Promises
Constant constant fade fading
What if light and time had fallen–there?
Circles and Synthesis
Sometimes,When many words seem to roll around the brink
And one wonders which will fall out and be lost—
Which will tip inside and kept as treasure,
Sometimes,
I’m afraid to push upon the words
They may crush themselves
Or burden the Spirit of another and my own.
Sometimes,
Words and hot tea,
Either given or taken in a rush may burn
To burn away some of taste forever.
Sometimes,
There is more to singing than our voices
And more to knowing than our words
And more to love than touch.
Sometimes,
I should pause to listen
While smaller voices whisper still.
Few know how to touch anymore.
Dream well—
Few know how
To Dream
Or fear
To Dream
Or listen
Or touch
Or Love.
With Some Pretense
The Poet Has only room for speaking
In the interlude between
Words.
Poets are often quiet—when
Silent Speaking sounds above
Words that cannot bear
Suppression.
Sentiment is more than speaking.
Love is beyond expression of Emotion.
After sounds
A poet is mute—though
His voice may deafen
And his whispers move
The Spirit—
Alive.
Fugitive Silent
In some fugitive silent moment Alone,
Waiting for the next event—the Last,
Every man Pauses for the
Quiet between heartbeats;
The sudden pausing
Falling away
A death
Between surges of living.
EveryMomentEveryMan
Nears the longer space of
Dying
‘Who is the Wise man;
Who shall know the end of
A matter?’
The end of silent hearts
Or the end of moments
Moving together—
Of Pain.
Every failing memory
Recalls this movement of despair;
And everything still sudden,
Hoped for and sullen.
Falling away in time
Fading
Still fugitive
Among the permanence of knowing
All moment and memory
Fleeting
From the contained reality
Of uncommunicated Hope—
Misunderstood alone.
II
I heard music once.
Now I strain to listen
Without those once beside
Who wait for me ahead.
I thought I knew.
Now knowing—All falls away to
Silence.
III
So that some may hope
I spoke words from this Word.
Some may hope
For things not yet seen
But existing—
If in spirit only so.
Remainders of ancient Faith
Cannot live for many moments today
But Words remain forever
To bear life into
The end of Breath
And Spirit moving.
So that some may hope
Yet, not seen
But promised and existing
If only in my Spirit—
And his—Shared between two and
All these hoping.
Hope is Vanity unless in faith.
Remember past days—Remember Hope
Or all is despair and a measured method of
Unbelief—Falling
Away Alone.